You never learned how to swim
But in my dream, I see you trying hard
Fighting your way towards the light.
Swimming for all you’re worth
Trying to get back to the surface
Of this somewhat murky pond.
Never realized how hard it was-
What effort it took to focus on the task
To collect the necessary resources
To be present for just a moment….
You’d be there for a while
But like a timer going off,
You’d be gone again
Decorating beautiful fantasy dwellings
(Which, sadly, only you could see and appreciate).
I’m sorry i was impatient.
I didn’t understand.
If you make it back to the surface,
I’ll try harder. Be more patient.
Visit more often,
I love you.
Be at peace.